Just another day.

Just another day waking up thinking of you.

I had cried a lot last night while praying to God that I hope you'll doin fine and still hoping that we could still fix everything with your cooperation of being honest loyalty and faithfulness.Kaso. paano kung Alam ko naman na hindi mo gagawin sa akin yun.It was really hard for me to understand everything what was goin on.
I wish I could still have those friends na nag aadvice sakin kaso wala na sila e remember yung mga taong ayaw mong kausap ko sila lang yung mga taong madalas nakaka intindi sa ganitong sitwasyon ko,pero wala na.

I just really wanted to go back who I was before a woman that was not in love with you yet,a brave person that can stand alone with her friends and family.A woman that always keep smiling on a simple things and jokes that people made just for her,and people who'd gave so much effort to make her smile and just to see her smile all the time.This was really so hard for me e,I wish I could remove those memories of yours here in my brain and my heart.Para pareho na tayong masaya or maybe I would choose to be like this,to be the person who's deeply in love with you a person that's still hoping to take care of you marami pa Kong gustong gawin para alagaan ka,kaso it's over for you.

Naiinggit ako sa kanya kasi that's the place I really wanted e a person that can make you smile everyday.I just missed those convay that we had na I am the one who made you smile who made you kilig I just missed those days a simple days that I know you cannot live without me those feelings my God how I wish na sana ako yung NASA lugar nya or maybe tapos na yung panahon at oras para sa ating dalawa.

Hayaan mo ko mag sulat hanggang sa namimiss pa kita at hanggang sa hindi pa kita nakakalimutan,dahil alam ko balang araw ako naman ang ngingiti at mag bibigay saya at pag mamahal sa taong Alam ko hinding hindi ako kayang mawala.

Hayaan mong iiyak ko ito nang mag isa, dahil naniniwala ako na mapapagod rin itong mga aking mata sa kakaiyak at sa pag labas ng mga luha nito..At hayaan mo na lang sumakit ang puso ko sa kakaiyak,wag ka mag alala pipilitin ko maging masaya para sa inyo.

Balang araw ako naman ang ngingiti at mag sisimula ng panibagong araw na may ngiti sa akinh mukha at hindi na isang luhaan na Babae.

8:15am